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Re: OT: Prayer, ritual and magic // was conlang website

From:Yoon Ha Lee <yl112@...>
Date:Wednesday, October 18, 2000, 1:29
On Tue, 17 Oct 2000, John Cowan wrote:

> On Tue, 17 Oct 2000, Yoon Ha Lee wrote: > > > I often think I would make a much, much better agnostic than a > > Christian. <sigh> > > And I think that I would probably be happier as a person of faith, > if I were able to be one, but I can't accept it --- not even fideism. > <sigh>
Under some definitions I may be an agnostic. I believe in God. I also believe it is perfectly possible for that belief (along with others) to be incorrect in fact. But based on the knowledge and judgement currently at my disposal, I am going with what seems right *now.* (If I waited for definitive evidence on everything I suspect I'd be catatonic.) It doesn't mean I can't be proved wrong later, or even wrong, period, sans proof (I'm thinking Gödel's incompleteness theorems, though I'm not sure how applicable they are to matters of faith). But I believe what I believe, even if it's possibly wrong. For some reason the above statement either confuses or disturbs most Christian friends I've talked to. They are often of the opinion that acknowledging one's own belief could be wrong (presuming that greater knowledge is available) means one's belief can't be all that strong or serious. I happen to disagree, mainly because I think Right and Wrong are Right and Wrong regardless of whether I-in-particular see it. My beliefs happen to be the best working model I have at a given point in time.
> > [A] teacher once told me this about forgiveness and it > > has helped me much: when God forgives it's like taking the nails out of a > > piece of wood. The nails aren't there any longer so He sees our sins no > > more...but we still have the holes. > > That's the purpose of Purgatory: to putty the holes.
<enlightened look> While I'm still not sure I believe in a Purgatory, that makes a lot more sense. YHL