Re: CHAT: OT CHAT: Asperger's syndrome

At 23:09 22/06/00 -0400, you wrote:
>
>I often feel like two people at the same time, one person feeling an
>emotion, and one person observing the person feeling the emotion.
>
I often feels that too. And sometimes I feel 'disconnected' from reality,
as if I was looking at everything (including me) from above.

And while we are at our strange features, let me tell you my strangest one
:) :
When I was younger (15 or so, I don't remember exactly), I went through a
rough time. I was sick two days with about 42°(Celsius, I know nothing
about Farenheight) and went through a kind of delirium, like a dream (the
images I remember are not bad, I remember centaures, fairies, Mario - yes,
the one of Nintendo - etc... but the impression I got during it was really
difficult to cope with - I cannot explain what it is like, I just lack
words to explain it -) but of a strange kind. Each time I closed my eyes it
appeared instantly, and I could open my eyes again and it disappeared.
Strange isn't it? Well, now I've recovered from it but from then I suffer
from what I call 'crises'. The bad feeling and the images come back
suddenly, and generally don't prevent me from carrying on my activity, but
it's easier if I stop it, because it's nearly painful. It lasts generally a
few seconds, and when it's finished I cannot remember exactly the contents
of the images, even if it was a few seconds ago that I had the 'crisis'.
I've always wondered what it is but never found an explanation.

                                                Christophe Grandsire
                                                |Sela Jemufan Atlinan C.G.

"Reality is just another point of view."

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